i woke up this morning, and wished yesterday never happened. i just can't believe he's gone like that, so suddenly. fuck, he even did the stupid facebook quiz on when you're supposed to die, not long ago. it said in the year 2054 or something. okay im in grief, not retardation. i know facebook quizzes arent true. but still, i would so much rather the facebook quiz be true.

i wish he went to play snooker with sa and frank instead of going to the casino.
i wish i talked to him on msn that night. saw him online, but figured i had nothing to say so i didnt.
i wish i managed to persuade him to go to mystique last friday.
i wish i could have seen him one last time before he passed.


i wish he lived.