yes, i havent been on msn much these few days, cos i dont feel like logging in.
A) dorm connection sucks and signs me out of msn so often, bloody irritating. B) i rather just watch my tvb shows or read my e-books. so dont worry i'm not AWOL.

this blog is still continually being updated. so what if i dont post every day (but i did for the past couple of weeks). my life ain't that happening. despite the previous couple of posts, that isn't my life. i'm actually in my room most of the time simply vegging on the bed.

i feel much better after installing the live traffic feed on my blog, at least i know ppl still visit this place altho they dont leave comments. yes, Uncle Sam is watching. *piercing stare*

mom called today and she was asking how i spend my allowance. i lied to her, saying i've been going out alot with friends. actually i spent it on the occasional shopping excursions that make my wallet bleed but no way am i telling her that.

this coming sunday and monday will be my last official week at work. unless, i sign up for those voluntary shifts. but i think not. i need to mug terribly hard for my pols studies finals which is on the 17th. my fault for skipping so much lectures last term. plus i havent been going for the seminars (which i can contribute abso-fucking-lutely nothing to) so i consider that 10% gone.



current song on this blog. i love it to bits!


不你太好　想你更糟

我仍未接受到

被被你突然就算宣佈　分手更好

當你待我好　該難忘程度

心頭如像被插刀　好到大慨沒有好報

似是個圈套　令捱難度更加高



不能懷念愛惜　不如懷恨更激

恨人亦要花氣力　例如恨你

為人自私也任性

我憎你不停來為我添加大量情敵

將鹹甜回憶

記恨你才能令愛著你也沒價值

直到令我的強烈愛意平息



想你太傷　不會設想

再懷念變孽障　就絕到亂誣衊你醜樣

毀懷形象　因你受了傷

憎你會有獎　想到缺點便拍掌

不要讓我面對真相　掛念似騷癢

恨才能令我輕傷


不能懷念愛惜　不如懷恨更激

恨人亦要花氣力　例如恨你

為人自私也任性

我憎你不停來為我添加大量情敵

將鹹甜回憶

記恨你才能令愛著你也沒價值

直到令我的強烈愛意平息



我愛你麼　我怕你麼

厭惡你方能夠不難過

憎你那過錯　憎你放棄我

再愛你嫌命長麼 !!



不能懷念愛惜　不如懷恨更激

恨人亦要花氣力　恨完就怕

如情隨宣洩絕跡

不停來為我添加大量情敵

憎完全被迫

記恨你才能令愛著你也沒價值

直到令我的強烈愛意

平息