i hate to say this, but i'm starting to hate my life here. can't they just shut the fuck up and mind their own business?

you always have to be so damn careful of what you say to who and it gets so fucking tiring. sometimes i cant even hang out and have fun at all when it's all so 辛苦. i dont wanna watch my mouth. well, apart from the basic things where u dont say stuff that hurts others cos its harsh. even if its true.

but for me to be so strained for the petty jealousies of others, its fucking ridiculous. cant they live without gossiping? and u get roped into things which you dont even care for. i miss my simple life from before ): so much.

i want out. OUT!