darn, now the paranoia of getting back the results is quite overwhelming. i even dreamt about it twice last night! TWICE! gosh. and its so bloody weird. guess how each time the dream ended? because it was truly too good to be true! haha. that's i woke myself up. the first dream i had 2 A's and 2 B's. (yes, impossible i know). the second dream i had one B, 1 C and 2 D's. while it isnt as absurd as the first dream, i just couldnt believe it. and voila, it was just a dream.

perhaps my obsessive checking of MoE website for news could have feed this weird incident. oh well, anyway i HOPE (against all hopes), that the results will be out on the 7th of march. so i can cut short the stupid malaysia trip my mom foisted on me.

if not, sorry, i can only meet u guys after the 12th. (and im leaving on the 17th already!) there's so not enough time! so if i dont get to meet some of you, please forgive me! i'm still trying to negotiate with my mom to let me be back in july. but it seems unlikely - then it'll be 5 years before we meet again.

seroiusly, 10 days in msia? oh come one! i'll absolutely die of boredom and frustration. and she totally twisted my arm to made me be there. i shall not go into details. it just gets ugly. ugh.

anyway, i've begun packing my luggage. not really sure what to bring you know. i have some clothes left in sg, and i'll have to leave room in my luggage for things i want to bring back from sg. loads of stuff still there. bleh.

one thing though, should i bring my laptop? i'll so miss it.. but then again, i'll be out so often i wont even have much time to use it. and its so heavy =(