it's hard to let go of the norm, even when u hate it. change is always a scary thing. but one thing for sure, i'll be glad once invest is over!

for all my laments about council, i'm glad i stuck through to the end. thankyou shereen for forcing/peruading me to not quit. being a councillor is indeed a unique experience i'll never get agn (and never want to). perhaps if not for all the harshness of it, if not for all the lousy leaders we have, we might not have learnt what we did. and it is towards the end, right now, that i truly gained what i join council in the first place for: confidence. so wouldn't it be a pity if i had quit earlier. it'll all be for naught. perhaps those who knew me would say im not much different. but i know, within myself, that i no longer care as much about other's opinion abt me. i am what i am.

and i thank God (or whatever supreme being out there) for putting me in 2A01 for the last 2 years of my education in singapore. a truly wonderful class that i'll never forget. i'm so glad i've come to be in a class that's filled with laughter everyday, whether i may freeze to death with the col jokes or not. i come to sch dreading council and hw, but i truly look forward to the company of my class.

i'm really afraid what may come after we graduate.