im sorry to everyone i've snapped at lately, esp towards the end of the day. u guys totally dont deserve it. sometimes i feel like running home straight, so that i will never argue with anyone. but unfortunately, council work by itself, already needs alot "discussions" that easily escalate to tense situations. so, im sorry, angel.




have u ever missed someone u've never met, never spoken to more than once? so terribly until the thought of him/her wants to make u cry? sounds weird doesnt it. im not sure wad im feeling these few days, and the stress of all these problems are bulding up. not to mention the dratted call-in service, CNY and last but defintely not least, morning assembly.




im tired of pretending to be fine. im tired of adding 'lol', 'haha' in my sentences, when i didnt feel like it. just so that i wont come across as unhappy/pissed. so that no one will bug me abt anything i dont wanna say. sometimes i wish everything will just end.









i want to meet you so much.
i want to know how you've been.
i want to know how you feel abt these things.
i want to know why you haven't contacted me.
for nearly 10 years.