u would think that after being a slacker for say, my whole life, i would have known how to handle someone similar. heck no. now, im up to my eyebrows in shit.

i didn't ask for the added responsibility. hell, i didnt even know abt it until the day before. the decisions were all made without my consent. i dont resent tt part. what i resent, is the expectations of my help, when i wasnt even consulted of the matter in the first place. now, with the realization that im not that willing to help (heck, i DONT WANT to be part of it), i'm scolded. all the stuff that it was all for me and yada-yada-yada.

geez, wouldnt u think that it would be best to consult me first? after all, it was for MY good.

edit: this has nth to do with council. FYI, my life doesnt revolves arnd it. and alf, if u thought I was unmanageable during my sec sch days, u're in for a shock.