bleh. i feel so bloody sick. having headache and flu.. with bloody whole body aching. esp my bones. i must be getting old. eep.

my mom was just telling my gramps (AGN. she always repeats) how my bro was afraid of water. and that he thinks the worse way to die was to drown. i still have no idea how he can swim 1000m in NCC Air even tho he's afraid of the water.

To me, drowning is equivalent to suffocating. the ever present fear of death, the unknown tt awaits u. The best way to die is in ur sleep. My gramps thinks tt dying in surgery is the beat coz u wont feel anything during the operation. But how abt just b4 the surgery? where the fear grips u so hard..

in my opinion the worst way to die is to be burned alived. When u can feel ur skin burst into millions of blisters and slowly melt away.. while smelling the charred smoke emitting frm ur body...