i wanna say one thing. i love my mom! No, im not saying this coz she bought me a new phone or mp3. She didnt, tho i would appreciate it. But because of all she has done for me and my brothers ever since we were born. i really admire her for her tenacity and determination to prove those relatives, who put her down after the split, wrong. Despite all the busy schedules and late hours, she always made time for us when we were kids, bringing us to the beach and places to play. As kids, we were nvr deprived of our childhood and all the joy.

i remember i used to hate my mom frm sec 1 to the middle of sec 3. the lack of freedom and all. now, i've gotten used to it and more or less understand her intentions, even tho i dun agree. At least it is more relaxed now then b4.

Lately, she's been so stressed out with our hse finances and supporting my bro and gramps over at hk. Now she's holding double jobs. Ever since alfred moved back to hk, i've moved into my mom's room. She's always talking abt work in her sleep. Last month, she rested her hand on my cheek while asleep rather heavily, waking me up in the process. After i drifted off, she started to curl her fingers and scratched my cheek! yesterday nite, while i was curled up against her, her whole body was jerky and when she moved her arm, she smacked my head lightly by accident, jerking me wide awake.

Do you think i shld get her sleeping pills so she can have calmer nites?