disenchanted
It'll Hurt So Good
I just can't do this anymore,
Everything feels right, too right.
It's not like I haven't thought about before.
It'll hurt so good, supposably.
It occupies my mind.
I can get so close.
But i loom so far away.
My body says yes,
But my mind shrinks back.
It's not a trust thing,
But more a doubt.
I don't want to go so quickly.
I can't catch my feet.
I don't want the world to spin
Faster than I can make my choice.
So confused, I let it go.
Back it comes, and again I'm left in that hole,
That wonder.
What if I do?
What if I don't?
The safe in between is where I'll have to stay
fides ٩(×.×)۶
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Singapore
Manitoba, Canada