disenchanted
i really wonder wad's up with my mom. Maybe she has a screw loose or something. im not being mean or evil, it's just tt i dont understand her actions and reasoning(if it could even be called tt).
She restricts my activities, by alot. I've hardly went out with friends, and i really mean hardly. i've never gone to Orchard Road with friends, its always with my mom or bro. The few times i did go there with friends, it was in secret.
Only on fren's bdaes does she let me out of the house (god, i sound like a dog) and she'd grill me like mad b4 she consents. And sometimes after tt torturous grilling, wad happens? Permission denied. She'll keep hounding me wif qns like, "who'll be there?", "Give me their names and contact number!", " Are there any boys there?". Omg if my fren has an older brother, she wouldnt let me go too! >.<
Ok, u can say she's a traditional Chinese, but isnt it going abit too far? No sleepovers at fren's hse, no handphone, absolute no contact with boys (does she really think i'll get pregnant once they touch my arm or something?).
Worse still, u can never argue with her. Whenever she scolds, sometimes with reason, the best thing u can do is shutup. Even if she's wrong, correct her and it'll be worse. So its better to let her assume that whoever she's scolding is the scum of the Earth at tt moment. Most of the time, it's me.
She'll always drag away from the topic when's she's scolding too. You'll be amazed at her selective memory. She can pull out incidents tt dates abt 10 yrs ago. And the one sure thing is tt she'll mention how unfilial i am, how she wasted money bringing me up, its better to adopt a orphan coz at least they'll feel gratitude... blah blah blah.
Sometimes i just cant wait to leave this home and get my own place. Imagine, no parents nagging, no siblings on ur nerve.... heavenly bliss....
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