disenchanted
this post is basically about... well, guys. Irritating as they may be, they are our other half. Wait, that sounded weird. Scratch that. Well, at least they ARE the other half we need in procreation.
There was a time when i thought i wasn't interested in guys. HOLD THAT THOUGHT. im wasn't a lesbian either. Everyone around me was always talking about guys, guys and more guys. It got boring. i was tempted to be a lesbian. Would be lying if i wasnt. Thank god i didnt.You could say i wasn't interested in both sexes. Then, all of a sudden, it hit me. I started noticing guys, whether they were cute, handsome, average and so forth. I started having preferences as well. If u asked me what kind of guys i liked during the "oblivious" period, i would just have shrugged my shoulders.
Now, i finally realised wad i was really feeling back then. It's not that i wasnt interested in guys, its more like... i wasnt keen on a relationship. i want to date but the cons of dating really overshadows the pros. Still, i get lonely. No offense but sometimes friends just arn't enough. They cant be with me 24/7. Even if i go into a relationship now, i wouldnt expect it to last beyond 3 months. Even if it happens to last beyond 3 months, i pretty sure it wouldn't pass 6 months. So wads the point of staying in a relationship, if i dun believe in one?
Nowadays, one hears a lot of stories about boyfriends insisting to go dutch. Well, i for one, am glad to see that chivalry isnt dead (though it's certainly dead in my brother). A guy who opens the door for u and pays for u (well, it was only a drink). Still, i applaud this guy.
Now, on to another topic. OK, it's still bout guys, but a different type of guys. I know these 2 guys who... causes me to have some really weird thoughts bout them. HOLD IT. Don't think dirty, ok? I meant thinking that they were gays. Well, im only 60% sure that they are gays. What should i do? Ask them? And make things awkward? It's really hard to find out and im ever so curious. Well, curiosity killed the cat and im not that eager to find out.
"An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind. - Buddha"
well, i agree but im not ready to convert religions yet.
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