disenchanted

9:22 PM

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

There is particular someone tt i hate to the bone, marrow, blood, cell. i shall call her Fizgig. It is an actual word. It could mean "a light, frivolous woman", "a small puttering firework", "a spinning toy that whirs noisily" or "fish spear". Take ur pick.
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Anyway, this bitch here has spread thousands of lies about diff. ppl, even those who were her close frens. I just happen to be one of them. Too bad i didn't know about it until now. However, i will take the blame for being BLIND to her actions for i have been her good friend once. Or so i thought. This brings to my mind a phrase. It might seem a bit dramatic but u get the idea.
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"Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned nor Hell a fury like a woman scorned." -- William Congreve.
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So this is how it goes. She told every person she met a different story about me. All negative of course. What she didn't realize was, what goes around comes around. People eventually found out she was lying and told me bout it. It is human nature to gossip. Gossip has a small degree of truth in it.But for her, she twists everything that happened into something outrageous. Of course. im not the only one. When confronted, she'll just shrug and keep quiet, refusing to look the person in the eye or she'll just deny it, making an incredulous face. and it's obvious she's lying. She's a spoilt little 'princess' that has to get everything her way. Believe it or not, i've already have two cold wars with her. Both, started by our beloved Princess Fizgig.
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For the first cold war, i admit i was in the wrong. Unlike her, i speak the truth. What i did, i admit. I borrowed her biology note (a single piece of paper) . After a while, i forgot that i even borrowed the notes from her. It was after much reminding that i had a small feeling that i did borrow her notes. Thinking i could find it, i didn't apologize. After a few days, i still couldn't find it. By then, she wasn't speaking to me. OVER A PIECE OF DAMN BLOODY PAPER!!! AM I, A FRIEND, WORTH LESS THAN A PIECE OF PAPER?!?! since she wasn't speaking to me, i see no reason to apologize anymore. Apologizing to such a petty person is just a waste of my time.after a few weeks, our friends made us talk to each other, to thrash things out. Unsurprisingly, i was the one doing 80% of the talking, myother friends 19% of the talking and the princess with a golden mouth? Only 1%. i admit to shouting and being sarcastic. When ppl are angry, of course they shout. Which freak smiles happily when he/she is angry? i even told her tt if there was anything she wanted to say, say it. i don't want her creeping behind my back, saying how i wrong her. I gave her fair chance to say it there and then. If she's too big a coward to say it to my face, i can't force her. So after that, we managed to be friends .
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Now, for the second one, i have no idea why it started. Seriously. I still remember when it happen. We were in Physics class and when i asked her for help on a problem, she said " How would i know? im not a teacher." All rite. i get the hint. You're in a bad mood. So i did not talk to her, waiting for her awful mood to pass. Before i knew it, we weren't talking at all for a few weeks. Later on, i heard that she went around telling people that i started it. Really. How immature can she get? Out of the blue, she started to speak to me again. Brushing the matter aside as a misunderstanding, we became friends again. Just not as close anymore. Miracles of miracles.
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Okay. For the third and current one, it is a rather long story. i guess it all started from the day of our CCA registration. Aformer classmate of ours, A, wanted to join the CCA we both happen to be in. Futhermore, im the president and she's the leader (by mistake. Seriously. im not being mean here. It really was a mistake). So anyway, A is pretty well-known for her slacker attitude so she really wasn't much welcomed.Since im the president, the teacher in charge asked for my opinion. So, i asked A what would happen if she didn't listen to any of the leaders. She promptly repiled," you can kick me out." Satisfied, i left the conversatiopn to continue with my CCA.
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Much later, i heard that she was accepted in. Bear in mind that during that period of time, the bitch and i were still "friends". So we went home together (we sorta stay near each other). She told me that a lot of ppl were against A joining ur CCA. I agreed with her but told her that it was already done so there's nothing we can do. Since she is a leader, i asked her whether she could take A under her, since a is a senior and i know the bitch hates the juniors. She gave a me a look that said"are u crazy" and refused.
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Later that night, my bro told he received 3 messages from her.
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1st message --> (my name) asked A to join our CCA. She even pushed A onto me. (or something like tt. u get the general idea.)
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2nd message --> Sorry for sending the wrong message.
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3rd message --> Ask (my name) to call me back.
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I would have ignored these messages if not for the third one. i was curios wad kind of excuse she would give.So, when i called her back, she gave me some lameshit excuse that she was actually sending it to an old school fren who also knew A. By that point of time, i was really furious. She sent a message apologizing for the delivery of the message but not the contents! When i called her back she still did not apologize for the contents.When i told her in a calm voice that i did not asked A to join our CCA, she said ok in a very nonchalent way, like she couldnt care whether it was the truth or not. It was her worst her worst luck for sending me a message that is backstabbing me.
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When i went to school the next day, Friday, it was rather awkward but we still managed to exchange a few words. It was on maonday, after the weekends that she stopped speaking to me. I found out that she told people i ignored her first (not again) and tt i have an attitude problem. I will clarify this in the next post. im exhausted by anger.